Profil von Kitty§Kittyの部屋§FotosBlogListenMehr ![]() | Hilfe |
|
30 Dezember Strange!Hey~ yes! using English to type, so this diary is for u!
Amanda asked me, why we are so close...
well... WHY??? I don't really know too...
seems we are quite close start from the beginning since we known each other
and this questions, like... quite a number of people asked me before...
but I don't really know the answer
how many people would believe our relationship close like this
but we only know each other for half year, and hang out not longer than 4 months?
really strange right? but really don't know why~ hahahaha!
you are kind of people can make friends quite easily, but I'm not
people rather hate me or like me
I don't really know how's my 1st impression to the others
but for me, not easy to close with others especially for this kind of short...
for me you really are a special case
that's why I can understand why people around us thinking too much
Anyway~ thanks again for looking after me when I was in Auckland
you are one of the important friends in my life.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
back to HK for 4 weeks, sick finally...
working too hard
many people said, u r going back for holiday
why u still have to work
well... ask my mum...
but now she kicked the ball back to me
said is "U go to work yourself, not I asked u"
hahahahahahahahaha
what a mum
I'm really tired... really need some rest...
don't have energy to go out...
Shangri-la is quite good, but... the manager is really no good...
but I've seen something...
have to use 8 yrs to promote as Captain
another 8 years to be asst. manager...
should I really go back to HK?
promote too slow!
I think I better stay in NZ... and then... worked at least to manager before I leave...
still long way to go...
don't know do I have that long life...
Wish all my friends can have good health and good life, not like me... 16 Dezember Boring HK... It's so boring in HK... everyday... like working working working... go out with friends... not much... working @ a Si Chuan Restaurant but also Western Serving so... couldn't learn anything so boring aye... don't wanna work anymore although only worked 2 days and I'm still very tired... Didn't rest when I come back actually I wanna sleep for whole day, but I never do that don't know why I couldn't sleep long after arrive HK so bloody tired... then need to go to work every Fri to Mon... Well... anyway... wanna quit... hahahha = =||| no reason for me to stay here, for real! WELL... Good news??? just after finish the above paragraph... Langham Place PT ask me to contact her when I receive the MPF card that means, they hire me... hahahahaha! Well~ it's cool... 5 star hotel, I'm coming! 11 Dezember Cry more than in NZ Well, is that really HK no longer my home? really really really sad, back the 8th days... cried twice or 3 times? must be more than once haahaahaahaahaa 06 Dezember Where is my home? Well, yes... I am in Hong Kong now... back to HK for 3 days... things happened already!!! made me wanna leave now... yes... NOW!!! if you are one of my friend,... I should told you before... I back to HK, not really for a holiday... I back to HK, not really for fun... Now... as I thought... happened... I hate my family... never have feeling like home... Ya... my 2nd brother told those "dark" society of my mobile no. Fuckin' asshole, how many times I told them don't use my mobile my mum used mine no. so my 2nd brother gave them my no. anyway, I won't change my no. they never understand the meanings of my things! never understand the relationship of those things between my dad and me they only understand themselves, their own selfish they NEVER understand me! Whatever I do is WRONG, whatever they do is CORRECT I hate being here anymore... That's why I have to get PR of NZ after I got it, I won't come back... except for my friends and shopping! Well... I save $$$ myself for my ticket... = WASTE of $$$$$ I use my own money to buy things I want = WASTE of $$$$$ but who is the one really wasting $$$$$??? God knows! Anyway... why I have to cry??? Although it's not worth, but my tears came out... NZ is not my HOME, but I do NOT think HK is my HOME too where is my HOME? |
|
|