25/7　　26/7　　27/7　　28/7　　29/7　　30/7　　31/7
OFF　　17:00　  17:00　 OFF 　  10:00　  17:00　  08:00

1/8　　　2/8　　  3/8　　   4/8　　 5/8　　   6/8　　 7/8
17:00　  17:00　  17:00　   OFF　  08:00　　17:00　 17:00

想不到... 第一天遇到的好好人... Sunny 忽然之間 txt 我
問我覺得奧克蘭如何...
感覺... 真的不錯... =)

昨天晚上完全睡不了...
今天下班時跟 Patel 聊...
他說他也會這樣 - -
那我下星期不就是完了? hahaha
幫 Banquet 都是早上的班耶!
嘩哈哈哈哈哈!!!

有工上又累... 沒工上沒錢 + 無聊 + 不夠 hours...
可以怎麼辦... (暈)

I LOVE all of my friends
but seems someone scared of my love
Friends... is that my love one way only?
is that really nobody loves me???
I feel so sad about that...
I think love is two way...
If you don't love me why you treat me so good?

so tired... don't wanna think anymore...
coz I know you won't give me the answer I want

Wed　　Thu　　Fri　　   Sat 　   Sun　　　Mon　　Tue
18/7　　19/7　　20/7　　21/7　   22/7　　  23/7　　24/7
15:00　  15:00     17:00　  16:00    17:00　　16:00　   OFF

25/7　　26/7　　27/7　　28/7　　29/7　　30/7　　31/7
OFF　　17:00　  17:00　 17:00　  17:00　  17:00　  OFF

1/8　　　2/8　　  3/8　　   4/8　　 5/8　　   6/8　　 7/8
OFF　　 17:00　  17:00　   OFF　  OFF　　17:00　 17:00

這個星期肯定過 40 小時了!
所以... 下星期就休息一下, 做 Logbook 吧...
不 req banquet 了... 不然真的累死~
一星期連上 7 天而且要 stay behind 真的很累 @@
不過有 hrs + $$$ 就好... 呵呵呵!!!
快快做完 800 小時走人...
我姐忽然說給我回香港... 神奇呀...
但是機票, 何時做完也是問題呀...
回也不是, 不回也不是的感覺...
雖然不喜歡香港, 可是那邊才是家耶!
這邊自己一個好寂寞!
不是沒有朋友喇~ 只是上班時間什麼都錯開
很難見上一次
感覺好寂寞!!! >"<

上網買機票... CX 1900, Air NZ 2100...
誰知道哪 agent 比較便宜呀?

其實也不是全都在 PIHMS 內
只是過去半年在紐西蘭的新朋友新生活吧~
最熟的反而照不多... 有點奇怪~ HAHAHAHA
anyway~ 都是一群好朋友
在這裡日子很快樂
是跟香港完全不同的日子...
新地方, 新環境, 新學校, 新朋友
大家都來自不同地方, 不同文化, 不同習慣...
感覺真不錯呢!!!

反而到 AKL 3 個星期多點點
一張照片都沒拍過...
是不是很奇怪?
我也覺得...
不知道為什麼不想拿相機出去
不知道為什麼不太想拍照
anyway... 有衝動想拍時就會拍的了~ =)
還沒看過我在 NPL 半年照片的朋友盡管看看吧~ =)

Most of the day, I was really happy
coz I hang out with my friends which I didn't see them more than 1 week and nearly 1 month
Ting and Jonathan, I didn't meet them like one week
Panu and Ivy, I didn't see tham like almost a month

I ate lunch with Panu and Ivy, and then back to Crowne Plaza had a training course with Ting
then called Jonathan to join us, then 5 of us walked along Queen Street and ate dinner together
then went to food town together and the back to Ting's home then Ivy's Home and My home

I was so so so happy... but... not really happy backed home
coz I think there's something between Manchun and me
I know Manchun worked so hard, I know he needs to have rest
I'm not asking him to drive me to airport to pick Amity up
I know his roaster is Morning Shift this week
I know he worked some back-to-back last week
all the things I knew, I know he's tired
so I was NOT asking him to drive me and pick amity up
and its like... he though I'm not good coz I'm not going to pick her up
I also need to work, I'm also tired, she knows Auckland better than me
She can come here by herself, and I'm still helping her to find rooms to stay
how can I do so many things at the same time
I'm not superwoman, I'm just a small, little, tiny Kitty Cat
You also called me chibi neko, don't think that I'm so powerful please
Anyway, I'm not angry with you, and I hope you're not angry with me
I hope we are still very good closed friends
I don't know when you would read this Space...
one thing I wanna you know is you are so IMPORTANT to me
If I did anything you don't like just tell me...
PLEASE...

I wanna sleep now... Hope everything will be fine tomorrow...
Hope all my FRIENDS are alright... Expecially Mr. Lui...
Hope Eli Wu has a safe trip back to PIHMS tomorrow...
GOD BLESS US PLEASE...

各位朋友, Hey Friends...
以下是我上班時間表, The above is my roster

Wed 　Thu      Fri 　   Sat 　   Sun 　Mon 　Tue
11/7 　12/7 　13/7 　14/7　 15/7 　16/7 　17/7
17:00   15:00   15:00   15:00   15:00    OFF 　13:00

18/7 　19/7 　20/7　 21/7　 22/7　 23/7　 24/7
15:00   15:00   17:00   17:00   17:00    16:00　OFF

(不過 23 號 Banquet REQ 5 個人幫手, 所以我會去幫...
But 23/7 Banquet needs 5 extra staff, i'll req to help)

我做 Room Service 是 23:30 之前一定下班...
所以... 上 17:00 得 6 個小時而已...
Because Room Service closed at 23:00 we leave before 23:30
so if I back 17:00 I work only 6 hrs that day...

I miss hanging with my friends!!!
you know... the roster is different now... I can meet them... so sad...
especially Ting, Manchun, Nora and Daniel... Ar... or I should meet more new friends?
SIGH >"<|||

Why use English, coz... YES!!! I know you'll read this Mr. Lui
You told me always be positive and happy
you told me don't think too much
you told me have to relax
..........................................
Yes, my best treasure is knowing you!
Except THANK YOU VERY MUCH
I don't know what can I say to you
if I say "I LOVE YOU" (you must be scared! hahahahaha)

anyway~ really thanks!

Why I ask this question, just because Marilyn suddenly MSN me said
she doesn't know her impression of me is like that
actually truly deeply from my heart
I won't dislike anybody at the beginning
just because they did something on me
and for me, I just express my feelings in my diary
and don't say a word to them anymore, that's all
I understand there's no way for all people to be friends
and there's no eternally friends or foes
I am just myself, I just like a mirror
treat me good, I reflect, treat me bad, I reflect too
that's all about me
I don't really care people like utilizing me
coz human beings are utilizing others

I'm slow on LOVE, but not other things

Friends are not people who 100% same as you or good to you
everybody got different personalities, if you don't like
just tell them, if someone told you, you should remember and don't do it again
as I know people won't have eternally friends or foes
so acting like a mirror is more comfortable

I don't wanna care about PIHMS' stuff now
coz some of them made me really sad
as Mr. Lui said (Senpai, you see, I remember your admonitions)
I have him to look after me, so no need to worry so much
Just remember to work hard at work, be a good staff
how lucky I am knowing you! =)
I believe that once you still by my side I won't be sad

As I promise you, I won't think too much~
really really really thanks for giving me warm feeling and hopes!

Also~ thanks to TING, Jonathan (you drove me crazy hah KID!!!) and other friends~
So that I didn't feel lonely here!!!
It's my treasure of meeting all of you!!! *KISS*

LOTS of LOVE
Kitty